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Devil In Me

by julnen

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senciel Como posso explicar o que sinto nessa musica hummm é basicamente a colisão da minha realidade distorcida com a realidade que as pessoas seguem. Até agora é minha favorita se eu pudesse eu comprar os direitos dela Jon kkkkkk Favorite track: Not Found.
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Not Found 05:34
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There's no love in sight right now The snow is getting thicker around I'm always left behind I'm always left behind I've lost my smile long time ago Everything was fine until I see you go I am the last to know I am the last to know I tried to close my eyes and I fail Thoughts keep coming up and I can't sail And shut down my mind And shut down my mind My tears are like waterfalls of my soul I'm walking away from this world I'm always here alone I'm always here alone It's like the world got heavier And its people got scaried And the affection (to oppression) The love (to corruption) The murder (to redemption) The sky is gonna break up My mind is gonna break up It's like the world got heavier And its people got scaried Maybe one day I'll stand up And raise my head once again All the lights are turning off My hopes are not alive anymore And all I can see in this chaos... ..Is that my way is still so far I'm still confused What am I supposed to do?
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Anomaly 04:35
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I dance upon the graves of the fallen men I laughed at the miserables like it was nothing I hear voices in my head telling me to kill To feed upon their fall and enjoy the feel But that's my body losing control at the moment I don't wanna do this, i just want to go home but then I lose control and things starts being crazy i don't know for how long i can keep my sanity I'm an anomaly A freak that's never complete With twisted memories A threat to humanity I'm an anomaly A monster without belief Because this is what i am Please put a bullet in my head I don't know who i am and who i was supposed to be I have dreams like everyone and things i need I wanna control this body once for all And i wanna do it for the sake of everyone around Why am i like this since the beginning? Why do i have to kill to feel the glory? Is it a virus or is it something else that i feel? I just wanna know who i am to myself. I'm an anomaly A freak that's never complete With twisted memories A threat to humanity I'm an anomaly A monster without belief Because this is what i am Please put a bullet in my head I think i know who am i I'll tell you I'm an human, i'm a machine i kill for glory and for my belief I'm an human, i'm a machine i kill for glory and for my belief I'm an anomaly A freak that's never complete With twisted memories A threat to humanity I'm an anomaly A monster without belief Because this is what i am A person that got no honesty
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Untouched Paranoid 05:41
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Narcissistic and paranoid Left unfinished to be destroyed Torturing me, erasing me A flaw on god's plan from the beginning Born to suffer, born to die Those people will pay what is mine Electrified or sanctified Be the name of the fools that will die tonight And after all this time you will have to hide 'cause when I arrive, you will all fall down Fall down Made to rust and left to rot in here With faulty mind and a lot of stories I will make it rain for a thousand years I will rise to make you cry on your knees Insanity and becoming reckless I'll look into every name and address Start the rampage and cleanse the earth there's too much people who deserves a death from above Let them starve and start the war unnecessary things like most of us are Crush their bones and feed the hounds The farms will be fed from the blood of the clouds And after all this time you will have to hide 'cause when I arrive, you will all die Made to rust and left to rot in here With faulty mind and a lot of stories I'll make it rain for a thousand years I'll rise to make you cry on your knees Your ignorance brought you to this day Where everyone has nothing to say You'll lower your heads and praise my name The future king of your filthy army But how can I make this work? How can I make this work? I raised from the ashes like a phoenix
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King of the Fools 04:23
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You see me creeping and climbing up the streets (Oh no, It's him again! Oh no, It's him again!) Hello, I know what you've been asking for (And what could it be? And what could it be?) I bring with me a million ideas in my head (Will you be our savior? Will you be our savior?) You'll lead me to your king to chat a bit (Follow me this way. Follow me this way.) Oh I know everything The king must pay for what he did to you Let me be your leader and I'll guide you through Don't believe his lies, don't believe his words He'll do anything to make you feel fools Listen to me, king. I know all your secrets Let's make a deal and hope it won't become frequent You've killed hundreds with your absence And will kill a thousand more with the war that you've planned "What deal you want to make with me?" The deal is to you resign the crown before the people get mad outside "What have you done, you petty insolent." Hurry up, I don't have much time to speak with the dead The king must pay for what he did to you Let me be your leader and I'll guide you through Don't believe his lies, don't believe his words He'll do anything to make you feel fools Oh those poor people I wonder how can you be such innocents? The king must pay for what he did to you Let me be your leader and I'll guide you through Don't believe his lies, don't believe his words He'll do anything to make you feel fools Like a puppet show, you must free yourself from the claws of the devil himself Start the revolution, let's progress together Today I'll wear the crown for you forever Those poor people I wonder how can you be such fools?
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Nuance 05:15
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Let me tell you a thing I've started to see what the others couldn't see It is a shame for me That my fellow friends have abandoned me Leaving me behind and creating excuses Laying down the ground seriously wounded The only one I loved was the only that supported me As I try to understand How much pain is in the nuance How much trouble and sorrow At the end nobody was around I'm just wondering How cruel you can be to someone that loves to see The way you smile The one that betrayed me and I couldn't believe it As I try to understand How much pain is in the nuance How much trouble and sorrow At the end nobody was around And even you who was at my side So many years you've left behind Just because of a stupid mistake And now I'll make you see Die! Die! Now that I'm your king You will walk until you cry Begging me to stop and take your advice I will not take it easy with you for a reason, just look at your past and you will see the hole that you left in me As I try to understand How much pain is in the nuance How much trouble and sorrow At the end nobody was around And even you who was at my side So many years you've left behind Just because of a stupid mistake And now I'll make you see
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Devil In Me 03:24
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Go! Prepare your guns and march to the south You will face the enemy that I've talked about He holds his fortune like his own life If you betray me, you will know how hell is like You don't know how much pain it was for me to get you on my feet War is always a treat for a person like me Look up to the sky and you will all see That there's no such thing like salvation Nobody can hear you scream from here It's been a week since I've gave the order to attack Something odd is going on, I don't have time to relax It was night when the smell of ashes flooded me It was a surprise that I haven't heard anything I ran from mirror to mirror trying to see, searching for a silhouette What I saw gave me chills and suddenly felt my body in cold sweat War is always a treat for a person like me Look up to the sky and you will all see That there's no such thing like salvation Nobody can hear you scream from here I see the fire dancing to the wind Like it was dancing to a melody And it came from my room, my people betrayed me for something They are screaming outside, demanding changes and to end this war They are screaming that I have the devil in me End this War End this war End this war
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Aftermath 05:45
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What have I done? What I'm supposed to do? They caught me in a crossfire All I need is to think, how can I make it through? I'll lose everything I always desire "Are you proud about what you do? Do you know what they have done for you? Are you afraid now? Are you afraid now? The darkness will come to hunt you down "A little part of me is not satisfied. Where is the blood that I'll use to sign?" Are you afraid now? Are you afraid now? They are coming to haunt you down All tragedies written by my own hands And my paranoia drives me insane All I ask is for forgiveness about what I've done If you give me a second chance I'll be a great man for all my sons With scorched lies and a very thin line Forsaken into a long and lost land Breaking hopes, I was out of my mind All I see now is crosses and I can't leave it behind "So you've reached the end, what you are going to do doesn't mean a thing Seven feet below is where you actually belong and now you can't move along" All tragedies written by my own hands And my paranoia drives me insane And I wish to start over again To show another man, I would not let you down but everything now is gone With a broken soul, losing my pride Until this day I was blind What was going on in my life? Lurking out of the mud that I was found Dragging me out of the hell that I've talked about Now I'm on myself, asking for the redemption I'm looking for Everything is crumbling down and here I'm the only one
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Daydreamer 04:46
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An oasis of happiness and dreams Nothing but a graveyard through the dense fog I was seeking too much, demanding too much But It almost cost my life Behind those gates maybe there's still a silver lining Over that mountain, a place where I can hide No one wants to help me, It's an obvious reason why they seem to hate this man The past whispers gently at my ears Everytime I see myself in a pool of rain at the streets I see a monstrous reflection in my place I lay my hands on my face, asking "why? oh God, why?" Corrupt, unfair, incomplete, obsolete and a freak Why is this happening to me? Coward, vulgar, impulsive, murder and greedy I see flames and forks after me Now I'm running away desperately Now I'm hiding from everyone I meet Into the woods, the darkest place where I can be The absence of light now hurts me And shows me the thing they used to see After a while, I barely recognized me I'm walking away, maybe there is a place for me in here
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Inside a Mirror 05:45
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It could be a different ending to this long story But everything I could see was revenge and glory I hurt you and your trust in me without hesitation I thought that my truth was absolute without problem I Didn't see that you were already hurt inside You say that I don't have much time left That I haven't been forgiven yet Broken inside and caged under threat A feeling burning inside my chest I am looking for a possible form to forget the past But everything comes to my mind like it was just yesterday Each day seems that it is breaking down You say that I don't have much time left That I haven't been forgiven yet Broken inside and caged under threat A feeling burning inside my chest You say that I don't have much time left That I haven't been forgiving myself yet Broken inside and caged under threat A feeling burning inside my chest Corruption and lies comes from within This isn't myself or who I used to be I'll learn from all my mistakes to see That your confidence is eternally lost
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Against the World 03:48
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I'm bleeding again My world is falling apart Everything feel the same Ashes are coming from my heart It's only me against the world Against all the odds of a bizarre universe It's only me against the world A life that can't be described with a single letter or a note The skies are turning black I feel the darkness coming back It's only me against the world Against all the odds of a bizarre universe It's only me against the world A life that can't be described with a single letter or a note
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Lone Wolf 04:39
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The wind whispers just outside the old shack Outside, the swinging trees. Inside, a lonely man I had a choice that I will certainly regret One bullet to my head and it's all gonna end Every time I start to think about my past It's like a rock coming towards my heavy head I was a lonely man inside a lonely shelter Unable to do a thing without any motivation Like a lone wolf, I've learned my ways alone Seeking for a place and arms that I belong I wish there was a time to find my redemption But all I can see is a monster in my reflection When I had a gun pointing at my head I realised it was the time to leave behind that awful dread I had no where to go or house to call my own The moon was guiding my heart from now on Like a lone wolf, I've learned my ways alone Seeking for a place and arms that I belong I wish there was a time to find my redemption But all I can see is a monster in my reflection
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Fading Away 04:00
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If you had the chance to change everything Would you take it or throw it away? A floating boat in the ocean a sinner with nothing but greed Tears pours down with emotion Life is full of mysteries Now with an open mind I'm free Now with an open scar, I bleed As I ascend higher into the sky to see The world getting smaller behind me Trembles in regret, nothing left to share Did I miss something that it was just right there? Now with an open mind I'm here Now with an open scar, only tears As I ascend higher into the sky to see The world getting smaller behind me As I fade away from here Nobody is missing me back at home Home.
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Awakening 04:10
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This is the last day that I remember That in the first moment of death, we surrender After I wake up, I'll be forgiven For all the secrets that were written The awakening will come soon After we break the lies and create the truth As soon as we can, we will be ready To face our fears and let this all happen Are you watching the whole world burn? Is this enough for just an "observe" You're always with full hands, don't want to help, we will always make amends Did you thought that the world just don't care? The awakening will come soon After we break the lies and create the truth As soon as we can, we will be ready To face our fears and let this all happen Mayday, mayday This is an emergency broadcast This is an emergency broadcast The war wasn't the only thing we lost We lost our souls We lost our dignity We lost our humanity We lost everything that is essential Now that we can't walk alone anymore on this land We’re going to sunk in a deep and sad breath We're going down We're going down On this dry and lifeless ground We're going to die We’re going to die In these deeply horrible lies
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Revolution 03:05
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This could be my end And I cannot pretend That I'm not afraid It is my own fate The war inside me It’s just what I need Another freaking sign Another freaking lie This is insane, It is inside me A revolution, a resolution This is insane, It is inside me It is an honor to me To change my own sin Collapsing in the stars Of the great galaxy I need another time To think or to cry All we need And deserve is to die. This is insane, It is inside me A revolution, a resolution This is insane, It is inside me This is insane, It is inside me A revolution, a resolution This is insane, It is inside me All I Always wanted to know If there’s somebody else in control All I Always wanted to know If there’s somebody else in control This is insane, It is inside me A revolution, a resolution This is insane, It is inside me This is hipocrisy, Another part of me A revolution, a resolution This is insane, It is inside me
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Survive 04:40
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Come and destroy You just have to survive You just have to survive Come and say This is your time This is your last time to make a change This is an evolution where we break all the rules And spend our moneys into something that is superficial and useless Is the most important thing in our lives, being alienated Consequences unleash the beast of the defeated Our true desires (we discussed) Our true nature (we crushed) Being crushed by the hands of the faithless men Our last breath (we took) Our last moment (we Stole) Take these dreams and dry it with your own blood In this wild world as we know I must survive (through the storms of the time) In this chaotic systematic nature We must confine (the power that we carry on) Our heads are flooded with wrong ideas made by the others Life is a race and they know how to take their part. Satisfaction needs a desire to be realized by the money It seems like someone need to hurry up In this wild world as we know I must survive (through the storms of the time) In this chaotic systematic nature We must confine (the power that we carry on) The dark room is filled with fear and no survivors (by the hands of the humanity) Forget the wrong ideas and get over here is what they said (the people who fight against themselves) How long is it going to take for you to realize? That so far we've been doing lots of worst things to ourselves Even with that understanding, our situations don't change We need to hurry before we collapse
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Emergency 04:32
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A single word can destroy a world Full of dreams and hope There’s a fire within ourselves We find us desperate in a cell Our destiny is inside a game Where no one can escape It’s our nature revealing itself No matter how, it’s too late now Let the child have something to play with Let the poor man have something to believe Let the corrupted reinvent himself Let the old man live in peace now For decades we're finally free From ourselves and also enemies Break our guns so we can't kill anyone Bring the peace and let us go for once Cease the war ‘cause we’re going down The next generation will fell somehow Stop the fights ‘because we aren’t seeing The disasters that we are still feeding We are the ones who destroy to live When was the last time we talked to our fathers and mothers? This is an emergency, an red alert for us Across the skies there's something coming towards us There's nobody here to help me It’s too late Oh, it’s too late
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Empire in Ruins 04:35
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Fire consumes the deepest thing a human have, his dreams Twisting and corrupting a humble soul with the power on his hands Now he glances at his own end Blood spilt at the battlefield and buildings are collapsing all around me Afraid and willing to pull ourselves out of this situation, once again Now everyone hears the siren sounds Can you see? Can you feel? The end is near, no escape as well. There's people running everywhere Screaming in fear and agony The sweet kiss of the death Just open your arms and accept Our time is running out and look what we've been doing until now Hurting each other without even showing respect for the next one I see your faces in fear, that's something new in a million years Start to pray, because you'll need it Embrace the ones you love the most You will need everything to end it all The clock is here, it's almost time Say "I love you and everything will be fine" I'll close my eyes, you must close yours Just the feel the air pressuring you You don't have to be so afraid We will be all equal when we meet our fate

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Devil in Me is the first official album by JULNEN divided in 5 chapters which tells a story about the rise and fall of a monster (a human monster), from chaos and bloodbath, getting through regrets to finally meet his redemption. The man who got no name lost his love, family, friends and everything else to become an unstoppable monster, after all that progress he suddenly realised that this monster wasn't him anymore.

Songs from 13 to 16 are remastered versions from Survive EP with a new song on track 17.

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Composition, lyrics, guitar, bass, vocals, programming by JULNEN
Mixing, mastering, guitar, production by Velvetic at Crystalline Soundscapes Studios
Artwork illustrated by Drickenin
Vocal recording at Crystalline Soundscapes Studios

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released October 19, 2016

I would like to thank Crystalline Soundscapes Studios for doing such great work with the master, production, mixing and sound-engineering. Drickenin for the awesome artwork for the album cover.

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julnen São Paulo, Brazil

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