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In Dark Waters

by julnen

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the void 04:16
Corrupted data Erase me now Fall. Just fall. There's no redemption I seek for answers I destroy I weep over dead promises In free fall I feel the wind I'll embrace the end of my existance I will crumble down, crumble down, crumble down I am spiralling down to earth, down to earth, down, down, down There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, not a single place left to hide inside
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I've been facing fears for a long time All these voices lined up side by side Trying to convince me to see the light I know that's not the truth Every step gets me closer to the edge These words can get behind my head Waiting for just one remotely chance Even If I try to see a bright side the tornadoes from yesterday might be a good sign after all but they are showing me all these coming up blue days the hurricanes from today are trying to make me sober but my eyes will stay closed until this is over There was always a shadow growing an endless loop of suffocation knowing that If nobody could save me from this I could help a friend from getting hit by it the tornadoes from yesterday might be a good sign after all but they are showing me all these coming up blue days the hurricanes from today are trying to make me sober but my eyes will stay closed until this is over the tornadoes from yesterday might be a good sign after all but they are showing me all these coming up blue days And I wanna stay awake to see the end of this pain All I wanna see is the end of the rain
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I know there's just too much noise inside my mind I don't want to worry you for all these mistakes of mine Again... Trying not to be the one who always brings shadows Despite all the effort to say I'm alright when I'm not Again... Everything stays the same Over and over and over again Everything stays the same Over and over and over again
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[diagnosis] 01:01
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bastion 04:57
Of all the secrets you keep inside Of all the days you've sacrificed To believe in nothing but you Of all the hatred you surpassed Of all the people who don't care You still want to believe in you You try so hard to build a wall and understand how the world trully works. I understand why are you afraid and hiding inside your bastion.
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blood 06:18
A line of gasoline on the floor Light up a match just to burn it more Flames comes right after you What can I do to fight it from here? I know you think I'm crazy to say this to you... to you... to you... to you... to you... There's blood all over the damn place It's such a disgrace, that I get to clean up the mess My hands are fucking shaking A fucking headache hits me hard until I'm dead I look into your eyes and I see the fear You will not live longer in me... There's blood all over the damn place It's such a disgrace, that I get to clean up the mess My hands are fucking shaking A fucking headache hits me hard until I'm dead There's blood all over the damn place It's such a disgrace, that I get to clean up the mess My hands are fucking shaking A fucking headache hits me hard until I'm dead
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Touch my heart and feel how it is to walk alone In a place where you don't belong Touch my face and see how tears goes gently Tearing up every inch of me ...Of me I search for a meaning to stay for where is love, there is only me Grant me a wish, to touch and kiss your lips I see the fire behind your eyes Touch my hand and feel how it is so real The pain that is to be without you I search for a meaning to stay for where is love, there is only me Grant me this final wish today Let me taste this sin again
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[seed] 01:14
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magna carta 04:09
Don't complain Have you ever felt these words weighting your soul? Your stupid actions can destroy the world Now it's time to let it go Don't pretend to be a victim when you have no rights to care about those you leave behind, you're so safe inside You need to stop before time stops you It hunts you down when sins are overdue I hear knocks on the red door Each day it seems to want you more You still don't know how much pain has been inflicted When I look at your eyes I see nothingness Don't blame me for what you've become You need to stop before time stops you It hunts you down when sins are overdue I hear knocks on the red door Each day it seems to want you more
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Three meters behind me I hear footsteps Someone's watching me I can't look back My heart is pounding It's so unreal It lurks from the shadows Don't know how to deal I feel the spaces in between getting smaller behind me Don't know where to run, it's the same everyday when I close the doors I try to hide myself It's when I am alone that gets worse as well When I open the doors I try to stay strong But it comes ashore Everytime I am alone I feel the spaces in between getting smaller behind me Don't know where to run, it's the same everyday I feel the spaces in between getting smaller behind me Don't know where to run, it's the same... same... same... same... way. Run. I feel the spaces in between getting smaller behind me Don't know where to run, it's the same everyday
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cloud nine 05:36
I levitate inside memories Seeing face after face It comes in different tastes Here is where I am safe Nostalgia dreams floods my mind in happiness This is the time I've always been asking for Days goes faster and faster, to fight is useless Looking at the mirror, realising i'm now older than before I sense myself walking around Without a place, without a sound Today I am feeling great All I need is my own cure Nostalgia dreams floods my mind in happiness This is the time I've always been asking for Days goes faster and faster, to fight is useless Looking at the mirror, realising i'm now older than before Nostalgia dreams floods my mind in happiness This is the time I've always been asking for Days goes faster and faster, to fight is useless Looking at the mirror, realising i'm now older than before
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[foundation] 00:59
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I've been dreaming about the colors Hearing sirens as loud as thunders The earth is filled with silence Everything is making me insane I want to believe in a better day But this is not helping me at all Hear me I'm looking outside the window Saw strange figures I should know I can't recognize this hellish place There's a heavy rain outside People dancing with all their pride It's a strange day to be alive I'm just waiting for an end to come For what I don't know it's real At moments I think my mind is gone I'm in need of something new They are starting to scare me It's getting harder to believe Those figures are now distorted I'm just waiting for an end to come For what I don't know it's real At moments I think my mind is gone I'm in need of something new
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guilt 05:33
Weak upon the eyes of the lord himself Nobody wants to know if I'm doing well or if I need something to break me through this agony Pulses starts to fail as time passes by I'm losing a fight against my own time Oh lord, I wish I were a saint so I wouldn't worry about... My sins are the ink for tragedies I can hear the bells ringing for me There's no more time No more time for me to stay here I'm losing my mind as I sing this song Maybe my redemption doesn't seem so wrong My faith is broken and I don't have a home to call my own I raise my hands to search for a helping hand But everytime I try, they always give me their back Oh lord, I wish I were stronger so i could be better than this Why am I feeling all this guilty I know that this sounds a bit silly But I'm broken Can I mend my own ways to see? My sins are the ink for tragedies I can hear the bells ringing for me There's no more time No more time for me to stay here Forgive me
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in your arms 04:56
Watch the violence Currupt the innocence Down the streets of consequence He was eighteen Full of joy to live Suddenly taken by a raging beast Are we human now? She was in hard times Had to make up her mind Guess what has taken her too? Come closer to me hold me in your arms Show me what to fear and what to love You've been scared About everyone You might start to come undone Leave a massage After the tone But you still don't know what's going on Come closer to me hold me in your arms Watch me fade away and close my eyes As I lift away to dance with the stars I pray for every soul "be brave and restart"
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[resolution] 01:46

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Composition, lyrics, vocals, guitars (on track 4) programming by JULNEN
Composition (on track 1, 5, 7, 9, 13, 17), guitars, vocals, mixing, mastering, production, photo manipulation by Velvetic at Crystalline Soundscapes Studios
Vocal recording at Crystalline Soundscapes Studios

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released December 7, 2018

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julnen SĂŁo Paulo, Brazil

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